Whoa. 34 people visited my blogger in two days. My very first blogger would get like... 34 hits on one month o_O;

Anywho, we lost today against SLV. God damnit. I think it was what... 26 to 47? Ahahahahaha. Our team is starting to suck again. I fouled out at the beginning of the second half, when the score was 19 to 24. Begh. Their tallest player is two and half times bigger than our smallest player. ALL of them were over 5'6 except for one, who was I think barely 5 feet tall. Our team averages out at 5'3-5'4 and our tallest player I think is 5'7...?

Oh! We're finally done with our whole dance routine! I can remember everything, except for the last part--which we just learned today, and only had one time to practice it because Marissa [our dance instructor] lost track of time. Our last dance practice is next Saturday, which is a dressed rehersal, which means we have to get our outfits by then. Err. I don't have ANY money right now, my mom spent her whole paycheck last week just for the monthly payment on the apartment. She said that she doesn't even have enough money for the electric or water bill. Lorraine and them are planning on meeting at the mall tommorow, so we could buy our matching outfits and everything... so I might ask Christina if she could let me borrow some money or something, because I might get a job after basketball season is over and after Lorraine's birthday or something.

I got my grades today. I have 3 A's, one A+, one B+ and one B. What is that... a 3.6? 3.7? Bah. I had a either a 3.9 or a 4.0 last year, but I guess that's because my classes were waaay easier. I'm taking an extra class right now, so instead of having the normal six classes, I have 7. You might think that that may give me less of a chance on getting a higher GPA, but I'm SURE I can get an A for Health and Fitness. P.E. has always been one of my favorite subjects. While all of my friends couldn't wait for Freshman P.E. to be over, I was getting sad because it was going to be over. Hrm. So..... I'm aiming to get all A's next semester. That would be neat.

Ugh. Jennifer Lopez is pissing me off. I see her mother fucking everywhere. Her new song.. I forgot what it was called.. is SO fucking annoying! She's all singing in her MOST annoying ass voice and it makes me cringe all over even if I just hear a little bit of it. I almost smashed my radio because shitty 102.5 was playing that shitty McShit. 102.5 can kiss my ass. I HATE that shitty radio station.

Lets see... *goes to Imood.com* What am I feeling at this moment? Well... having remembered about J-Hoe, my good mood has automatically gone BAD. God. I H A T E H E R. Someone should assasinate her. XO

I'm bored. I made a new counter, starting at 0. I want to see how many people actually visit my website. My first counter started at 905, I remember because 9 and 5 are my favorite numbers and the 0 was just there. So yeah. I'm so cool I have two counters. *nerdy laugh*

I'm going to sleep now. Later.

I think I want to make a new website once I have more time. I have dance practice tommorow with Lorraine, Steph, Christina and Ashley RIGHT AFTER basketball practice [actually, basketball is from 3-4:45 and dance is at 4:30, so I have to get my mom to pick me up at 4 or 4:15]. I have a home game against SLV this Saturday from 4-5:30, in which I would have to get my mom to pick me up RIGHT after the game so I could make it to dance practice in time, which is at 5:30. I might start working on my new website before I go to my game on Saturday, unless I have to do a bunch of chores for my mom and end up cleaning the entire house or something. D=

Lets see.. I'm not doing anything on Sunday. Maybe homework. Oh! I might get caught up with Much Ado About Nothing for English. But if I don't have anything else productive to do, I guess I'll work on that full-length website. I already have something in mind, and I even sketched out my layout during class today. It's pretty darn neat. *thinking about next week's schedule* Darn. Ray asked me if I wanted to go to that realyl big tournament down in SoCal, but we have our VERY last, most important game of the season on Valentines Day.. and if I go with Ray and A.S.S. and them, then I would have to miss our last and most crucial dance practice before Lorraine's actual Sweet Sixteen party. Woe is me, for being faced in a dillema such as this. ;_;

Bah. This sucks. I REALLY wanted to see Adam. Dude. It's his birthday in a few weeks.. and I don't even know what I'm going to give him. I told him I would mail him something so that he would have something cool/nice/thoughtfull to open when he gets home from California, but what? Bahhhh I need a job. And I need to see A.S.S.! *cry* I miss them all. I mean, school has been pretty good... but it hurts that I find myself in limitations on not being able to see those that I love miles and cities away. *weep*

Other than that drama, Aquiles [the president of the Graphix Club] told me that the Yearbook commitee wanted a picture of us for the yearbook, even though we NEVER meet anymore and the Graphix club is basically DEAD. So yeah.... Aquiles told me to tell everyone else about it including Lorraine, Bernie, Dylan... and I think those are the official members of the Graphix club. Haha. That's pretty cheap. I feel like such a nerd being the VICE PRESIDENT of this lame club. But hey! I didn't even WANT to be vice president. I was just there when Aquiles came up with the idea, and I guess he just crowned me vice president. ò_Ó;

I have the sudden craving to play Lunar. Or any RPG. Hmm..... FFVIII sounds nice. And I never really finished FFVII. Or FFIX. Or FFX. I only WATCHED my brother finish FFX--which ruined the exitement of playing it myself, so I kind of just stopped playing that. I also never finished Suikoden 2. I finished Suikoden 1. I've started Suikoden 3, but since my brother is stupid and never lets me into his room, I never have a chance to play it. Mmm... Star Ocean. I must say, that is one of my FAVORITE RPGs ever. Dude. Just the idea of being teleported to a new, colonized and advance planet is just.... stomach churning. In a good way. Thinking about it gives me the jitters that makes me feel as if I'm actually flying through space. Being in a planet other than Earth would be so... so.... MOTHER FUCKING OWNAGE.

La la la la. I don't know why I'm still online. I usually wait until my mom tells me to get off the computer so she could start working, but she hasn't come up yet. Maybe she's waiting for me to kick her off the living room so I could do my homework. I can never get any homework done if I'm in the computer room, because I would either be too caught up browsing about the Internet, or just plain distracted over the music that would be playing on my computer speakers. Hahahahahahaha. Which reminds me of this one day that my Mexican neighbor and I were competing over who's music was the most obnoxious and ear-plugging loud. It all started when I went outside to get the mail, and I heard this God-awefull accordian music sung by some old Mexican dude BLASTING from somebody's window. That somebody happened to live right across from me. So... after getting the mail, I decided to go upstairs to the computer room, which faced DIRECTLY to the window which where the aweful music was comming from. I put it some Japanese Rock, which consisted of a really loud Japanese girl singing at the top of her lungs. I turned up the volume, opened all of the windows, FACED the speaker toward the opening of the window, and started singing along. I went outside to see how loud my music was, and you could SERIOUSLY hear it from blocks away. I started laughing, and saw my neighbor glaring at me from his window. I stuck my tounge out, ran inside, and lowered my music. Then, I start hearing this wierd melody over my mellowed-down music. I completely turned my speakers off, and realised that my neighbor did the same thing, but with Mexican rap! I chuckled, picked "Yo!" by Shinhwa, put the volume on full-mode, and re-faced the speakers toward the window.

After the song was over, I took a peek out my blinds and saw that my neighbor's window AND blinds were closed shut. =)

Damn.. my FTP isn't working, so I can't upload our studio pictures. Oh well... I'll have Lorraine do it for me or something. Anywho, we won our basketball game today! Wheeee. That's our third win in a row, how joyous!

I had my schedule changed--again. My school has this wierd program that if you want to change your schedule, you have to fill out this yellow piece of paper that asks you why you want to change your schedule. It gives you three 'reasons' to choose from. THREE. I think one is that if you have less than 5/6 classes, the second, if you're a senior and you need to take a certain class to graduate, and the other if you have already taken and passed a class that you are currently in. Well, technically, there is the "other" option which kind of kicks your conscience in the nut, because if you want to change a class just because you hated the teacher and you couldn't learn anything from him/her, then you can't really write that--now can you? Didn't think so.

So yeah... I took actions to my OWN hands. I had already changed math classes, which was a big change [for the better]... but I wasn't satisfied. Well, I wasn't really thinking of changing my schedule any further, but let me tell you how I actually 'accidentally' change my schedule: In order to change math classes, I had to change my science class. But, I didn't really know that--I thought that I stayed in the same science class, and I was confident enough to 'know that' that I didnt' even bother looking at my schedule. I thought I only changed ONE class... but my counselor had to switch my schedule around for a bit in order to be able to put me in the right math class. So, the first day of the new semester, I was in the wrong science class. My next class was 'supposed' to be math, but when I got to the classroom, no one was there.

"What the fuck?" was my exact reaction, until my friend from the same math class as me asked why I wasn't in class that day. I said, "Uhh.. I'm supposed to be in it right now." She then looked at my schedule, hit me upside the head and told me that I went to the wrong class and I was supposed to be in that math class with her. I looked at it myself, kicked myself on the groin, and wondered about where I should go that period, since I REALLY didn't want to go science again. Anywho.. I asked Lorraine what class she had that period. She told me that she had Health and Fitness with Ms. Reber, so I decided to just hang out at that class for "one day". Woooh! I am so rebellious! Such a risk-taker! What a moronic nerd was I, CRASHING a P.E. class. Haha. So yeah, I really DID crash a P.E. class. I went there, and after doing roll, I told her that I was supposed to be in that class and made up some other lies in order to stay with Lorraine just for that period. So yeah, she told us what she had planned for the year, blah blah blah, and I became interested. I also met a really cool new girl named Tory. PLUS, Lexer [Lorraine's brother] is also in that class, and everyone knows how much I like to make fun of him. Ms. Reber seems like a really nice person, and I decided to try to transfer into that class.

Which brings me to my next "As the world turns" story. I didn't go to the counselor to officially change my schedule until Tuesday [the fourth day of the semester]. But, in order to change my current science class of that period, I had to change my ENGLISH class AND my English teacher so that I can have science and Health and Fitness at the same semester. OH MY FUCKING GOD. You do not know how happy I am to get out of shitty Shoemaker's class. Shit. Plus, I don't have to ready this book called 1984 for English.. which everyone tells me is shitty. I get to read Much Ado About Nothing by Shakespear now. Ode to joy!! OH, AND PLUS--this guy that is really really nice and is pretty good looking is in my new English class. He's also in my Art class, but I never really started noticing him until recent. He actually hangs out at my group of friends with Sergio. It's wierd.... I just remember seeing him one day in our group, and I was just like... "Uhh. When did he start hanging out here? o_O;;" So uhh, yeah. Tehe. He has a pair of beautiful blue eyes, and he is reaaalllyyy nice. Elley thinks he's hot. Ashely from my basketball team and Art class thinks he's hot. He has a lot of acne, but his kindness really makes up for it all. I mean, I don't think he's hot hot, but dude. He's just really nice.

I was having a conversation with Ashley today after our game that a lot of guys at our school would be really hot if they were just nice. Most of them are dicks. Seriously. If the only thing I felt for Andrew was physical, then I would have started liking him ever since I saw him at Art. But yeah, when he started hanging out with us, when girls started telling me how nice he is and especially after I started noticing it myself, I really started falling for the guy. Bah. Stupid piece of shit highschool crushes. I hate having these. Ashley asked me if I was going to give Andrew a Valentines card, and my response was, "Uhh... only if I signed it as anonymus. Hahahahahaha."

-_-;;

No matter how loud, wierd and big mouthed I can be, I always get shy when it comes to telling a guy that I liked him. Especially if that guy goes to my school.. ugh. It's nerve-wracking thinking about telling that guy you liked and then seeing him at school the very next day, ignoring you or giving you the cold shoulder. *cringe* BAAAAGGGGHHHHH. I'm such a moron.

SCARY ASS SHIT

No, it's nothing x-rated. It'll really make you think twice about drinking and driving.


How To Be A Dork: yeah...
How To Be A Dork: omg....
How To Be A Dork: do you feel like being scared?
I am NOT pangit: sure
How To Be A Dork: http://www.expressen.nu/html/bildarkiv/Saburido.htm
How To Be A Dork: well...
How To Be A Dork: at least it scared me
I am NOT pangit: OMG
I am NOT pangit: that is..
How To Be A Dork: yeah...
I am NOT pangit: X_X
How To Be A Dork: makes me not wanna drink
How To Be A Dork: but then again
How To Be A Dork: everyone keeps pressuring me
How To Be A Dork: saying that "i'm not a REAL man until i drink"
How To Be A Dork: ¬.¬
I am NOT pangit: -_-
I am NOT pangit: that's stupid
I am NOT pangit: drinking is stupid
How To Be A Dork: yeah
How To Be A Dork: i knwo
How To Be A Dork: no actually
How To Be A Dork: drinking isn't stupid
How To Be A Dork: it's drink and driving that's stupid
I am NOT pangit: heh
I am NOT pangit: to me, drinking is stupid
I am NOT pangit: but that's my personal opinioin
I am NOT pangit: drinking exessive amounts of beer
I am NOT pangit: whatever
I am NOT pangit: smoking weed everyday
I am NOT pangit: that's just plain
I am NOT pangit: idiocy
How To Be A Dork: smoking is another story
How To Be A Dork: if one smokes, they can give others second hand
How To Be A Dork: but if one drinks, they only act stupid and not harm others.... somewhat
I am NOT pangit: HAH
I am NOT pangit: YEAH RIGHT
How To Be A Dork: heh
How To Be A Dork: prove me wrong?
I am NOT pangit: I've had my friend and her sister die from a drunk driver
I am NOT pangit: the driver was driving with her LITTLE KIDS
I am NOT pangit: both her and her sister died
I am NOT pangit: her parent's only kids
I am NOT pangit: ON THE SAME FUCKING DAY
I am NOT pangit: my mom and brother were hit by a drunk driver
I am NOT pangit: MY BROTHER ALMOST DIED
How To Be A Dork: .............
How To Be A Dork: whoa...
I am NOT pangit: MY MOM ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK BECAUSE OF IT
I am NOT pangit: SO DON'T SAY DRINKING LIKE THAT IS NOT STUPID
How To Be A Dork: that was one of the holidays huh?
I am NOT pangit: BECAUSE THEY ARE
I am NOT pangit: Yes.

I want Min Woo. Soooo sexy.



He's only 22! I thought he was like 25 or something...

Everything is good, I'm feeling good, and yeah. Wheeeee! Yesterday, I went to the Boardwalk before our dance class started, where I saw SHANAE for the first time in months. I also saw Stephanie there [the other one... the white one]. She used to go to my school, until she decided to take homeschooling. She claims that she's going to graduate in two weeks, which I HIGHLY doubt because she's really dumb... and she says that when her boyfriend gets back from the army that they're going to run away together to Las Vegas to get married. Oookay. She's only what--16 years old and he's like 24 or something. That's.. I don't know. Bah. Teenage girls are so stupid-ishly blind when it comes to love. Lame.

Anywho, I hung out with Shanae and her two Soquel High friends. We saw a really hot guy at the bowling alley. *sigh* But stupid Shanae dragged us out of there because she got bored. Fiddlesticks.

I did really bad in dance class yesterday. I kept forgetting the routine, and our triangle-shaped allignment was really out of proportion. I think our dance instructor got really irritated at the end. After dance, Lorraine's mom took the five of us to eat. It was yummy-licious. Oh! Today, Christina is going to pick me up at 3 to go the mall. Then, at 5:30, we're going to the Golden Buddha [restaurant] to celebrate her 18th birthday. More free food... *drool*

I need to do my Algebra 2 homework. I transfered into a new class, too. Our teacher is on crack.

Bah.. I was really cold last night for some wierd reason. I was wearing my old P.E. sweats with my new basketball sweatshirt, I had three fuzzy-velvety blankets with two comforters. I was FREAZING and I couldn't sleep... again. You might say I'm just being stupid obsessing over how cold I was, but it was just horrifically cold last night. I was shaking for a full hour--my stomach was hurting--and I had to go to the bathroom. I didn't even want to go up to the bathroom, because I felt so freaking cold.

Hrm. I'm hungry. I need to clean, because my mom is supposed to come back home today. Bah. I want to stay in bed.